No lie.

Sleepless.

I thought about a lot of things... like where I was, what I'd got myself into. I started to feel light-headed... and then, sleepy. I think I had a dream. A dream of being alone. I wanted someone-- anyone, beside me... so I didn't have to feel alone anymore.

Ya'know, thinking about it, people should always be able to live there lives the way they want too.

And thats the way it should always be. 

Let everyone do what the fuck they want too do.

 And i am going to do the same.

I am going to do what the fuck i want.

If i want to tell your going to get cancer.

I'll tell you,

If i think your making a joke out of yourself.

Il tell you.

 Your boring me with this situation.

Every time she drinks, im in fear.

I need to get over this shit, or do something about it.

O how my strengths in life are also my downfall.

Stop being in fear over the things i cant control.

If it does happen again you'll be in control over the situation.

I know il be in control of myself.

And only myself.

XXX

ITS MY BIRTHDAY :D

I ONLY WANTED MY FRIENDS IN THE PICTURE!

:)